This is basically just me bitching when im mad. its how i vent, so unless you’re in a rush to be bored, dont read this. if you have time to spare, then yes, please read it.

Here we go!
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Everything is fucking hate in this world. no matter what.
i kind of have this sudden rampages where i really need to vent, so thats what im doing right now. I’ll say it like i said it on my main profile, im so sick of seeing the word, "cute people, lets talk" or "cute people only kthx"

because lets be real... most of the people like that are the biggest fucking assholes on the planet! Sorry, but i’ll let you know right now
I wont fucking bow down to any of your shit. I stand strong for what i believe, and ill do whatever it takes to show how shallow this world is.

If you’re one of those people that post bulletins or have that in your profile, please tell me now, so i can delete you off myspace. Im not your fucking mother. im not your fucking father.
Im fucking part of society.
Yeah, thats right .. im my own fucking free will.

You can call me a dick a dick all you want. Im actually one of the few in this world who is not a dick. I dont have my head shoved far up my ass.
I’ll tell you right this second, everyone is beautiful in their own way. EVERY one. I dont care if you’re a fucking toothpick or if you’re a blimp. But when youre all stuck on yourself....

you do make yourself look ugly and youre not impressing anyone.
Youre not hardcore to me. Youre not cool. Youre not tough.
You’re all fucking part of this fucked up world like me.
know the difference between us? unlike others, i try to make a difference.

Honestly, half of these people adding me dont even read my about me on myspace.
It’s all about if they think im hot. If i didnt have pictures up, would you still be adding me, despite what my about me says? No.
whoa. like really... its looks. take a bitchy girl who is pretty. take an ugly one who is so nice. let them both get in a wreck. both mess their face up so bad. who are you going to want to talk to now? thats right, the girl you previously thought was "ugly" because now she has a fucking nice personality.

people resort to the internet when their self esteem is low in life. then they look to sites like myspace for help. whoa, when u cant even turn to the internet without your looks, thats pretty fucking pathetic.
thousands of people are killing themselves each year. if you’re one of the few with that on your profile, then congrads you probably joined in helping our teenage suicide rate.

yes, they make the choice. but guess who pushes it? you. me.
our world.
at the fucking end of the day, we’re ALL the same. no matter waht we look like. we love. we live. we learn. we die.

your stubborness is letting people lose the chances at the lives they could have had
I seriously believe we’re living in the end of times. Why?
Do you know how much shit has happened lately? no of course you dont.
Because while we’re sitting on our asses on myspace or getting high/drunk our soldiers our dying to protect our fucking rights.

and yeah you beg for peace. we all want peace in this world, but sorry... we didnt get freedom from sitting on our asses. we had to fight for it.
brings me to this. dont ever say you hate our president because quite frankly, you could do no better. if we wouldnt have went to war, we could be getting our asses bombed right now. then you guys would still blame him, right?

now you say, "theres no weapons of mass destruction. pull our troops out"
yeah, maybe in your perfect world you can. but this is reality. you cannot enter a war, then pull out in the middle when theres other countries helping you.
I have a good idea... how about you all fess up for your own actions. stop blaming bush. stop blaming the government.

you and i.... we’re fucking society! we make the choices!
but we’re all too fucking scared and put the blame on others.
This worlds going to end soon. you’re all letting it go to waste.
and for all those with blood/gore on your profile. sure, good for having an opinion.

Glad to know you get entertainment out of watching people suffer. yeah, sure its not real.
too bad it happens to millions of people every day.
for those who want "god" taken out of the pledge. you say it offends thousands who do not believe in god. by taking it out, arent you offending those who DO believe in god?
exactly. youre all a bunch of hipocrites like myself

guess what? if you think im a jerk then i dont care. this is what i believe in.
i believe in not judging people by their looks. i dont hate george bush. im not a shallow mother fucker on myspace.
and i do fuck up! im sick of people thinking im perfect or something. I warn you guys when we first talk! and then you say, "oh no youll never mess up with me" then you all want to blame me when i do! I warned you. im warning you now.
i’ll fuck with your head. i’ll break your heart, not intentionally. i have a heart of mine thats now that of a jigsaw puzzle from all the pieces its in. i dont like hurting people. im a human, im no better.

dont say you love me. ever. you’re confused, not me. im stubborn, but just dont tell me it okay. i dont deserve to be
and to be honest.. one day i want to be an angel. thats basically my goal. so then i can look down on the world from a whole new view.
but i doubt ill ever be an angel. i’ll probably never get closer to heaven than i do when i get the feeling that people care for me.

i try to help people on various suicide sites. you might think its dumb, but i actually have made differences in peoples lives. and im so thankful ive gotten the opportunity to do that.
i wont complain but i usually am sad. sad that i cant change this world. i hear about all this fucking sad things... these problems i have NO control over.

suicide. rape. murder. robbery.
it saddens me. you ask
why care about the world, it doesnt care for us.
maybe if more people would start caring about the world... it’d return the favor.

Think before you speak everyone.
im one boy. i wish i was more. i need everyones help to change the world, i cant do it alone. but we all can... we all make the world go round.
im done blabbing ive bored you enough

Our society is falling apart but im not going to be here to pick up the pieces.